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Sunday, January 23, 2011

Dear __________,

Ok buddy, here's how this is going down. You are gonna read what I write, and you better take it to heart! :) I'm sorry if it sounds harsh, but some things just gotta be said.
First, let me just say, I don't hate you. I might have for alittle while (like, a month?) but I definitely don't now. So, get over it. I want to be friends! I really do! And no matter HOW HARD I try, you refuse! Why? WHAT IS THE REASON FOR THIS? You make no sense! Suck it up, be a man, and put forth some effort here. We had a pretty great friendship, and I would LOVE to have that back! Seriously, you meant so much to me, even as friends, and if that's all I get back, I'm ok with that! So stop being stuck on the fact that I "hate" you. I'm a different person now. If you took the chance to get to know me again, you would KNOW that! So why don't you take the chance? STOP BEING SO SCARED! You are the man, right? PROVE IT.
Second, STOP MESSING WITH MY BEST FRIEND. She doesn't deserve that. Do you not even have the common decency to call her? I'm sure just a text message a day would work wonders! And, seriously, picking up the phone at least once a week can't be THAT hard! I know you're busy with college and everything..but, you did tell her she was your best female friend? DIDN'T YOU? Are you going back on your word? What kind of person does that? If you broke up with her, why can't you let her get over you? Can you do that for me? Please?
Last, I just want to say, sorry if everything in here was harsh. I don't mean to pile it on you like that. I just think you need a smack in the face (virtually, of course). And, I think you're a great guy! I really do! You are a great encouragement to me spiritually. I just wish you wouldn't be so dense sometimes, and that you would realize that your silence really isn't that helpful. It's actually quite discouraging.
Also, I want you to know that, I still care for you. Not in a lovey-dovey way, per se. But, in the way that I would do anything for you. Honestly, I would! If you asked, I would totally give! See, I don't hate you..I just get frustrated at times.
I know you will probably never read this. I just had to..get it all out there, I guess. Plus, a girl's gotta stick up for her best friend! :)
I wanna leave you with this:
Psalm 84:11
The Lord God is a sun and shield: the Lord will give grace and glory. No good thing will He withhold from them that walk uprightly.
It's my life verse, I'll let you borrow it for alittle while. Think on that..and good luck in college this semester!
Love,
Nicky

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